You rewind the tape to figure out why it happened. Questions begin to pile up. When did it change? Was it gradual or sudden? Communication breakdowns? Another presence? Or something more? Unanswered questions linger, and even if answered, doubt remains.
Disconnected and Disoriented
Sorting it out is chaos. Distractions offer temporary relief, then fade. Scenarios flicker. Some old, plausible; others new, unsettling. The mind never stops spinning.
The past can’t be altered but can’t be escaped either. Not knowing exactly what happened. What was there has disappeared completely. There is no anger, only sadness. There is no closure, only uncertainty. You’re picking up the pieces. Comprehending the impossible. This isn’t happening.